Thursday, March 21, 2013

Winter Blues?

I got a fortune today in the fortune cookie that came with my take-out miso soup that read: "Your sense of humor will soon cheer up a friend."  I eyed this little slip of paper for a fairly long 23 seconds.  It was one of those short periods of time that was extended by the sheer volume and quality of the thoughts that crammed themselves into it.  So, in that long 23 seconds, I came to a not so extraordinary conclusion.  It started with a question, which formed like a pixilated image: "I have a sense of humor?" And it ended with an answer, a somewhat snarky, somewhat amusingly dramatic answer: "Oh, yah.  I used to!"  Cue rolling of eyes at self.  The end result was me realizing that I haven't been the perky joyous me of late.  Again, not the most exciting thing to realize.  And looking back on it, I'd say the moodiness began around Fall.  Big surprise.  So it is the winer blues?

Well, I just watched Hungry For Change, which is about food and life and living a good healthy one.  I got a little spark of realization that I haven't been treating myself right with food and exercise either.  So is it the winter blues, or are the winter blues exacerbated by the lack of desire to eat fresh raw greens and go outside and play? I got a twinge of motivation to get back on track with my goals and stop allowing unnecessary distractions keep me from being the happy me.  Because, in the end, we can only make ourselves happy.  As much as we want someone to be there to comfort us when we are sick or down, nobody can really make those feelings go away.  We have to be responsible for picking ourselves up.  And we must take responsibility for the choices we make and the consequences that we KNOW are associated with those choices.

That is not just food and exercise, but also relationships.  Letting go of old thorns that like to keep us miserable and holding onto the good around us.  Also, letting go of the poison in what we are currently in or what we choose to keep in our lives.  Nectar in, poison out.  That's what one of my yoga teachers would say.  Some relationships feel like nectar, but leave us recoiled with disgust or pain.  Like white sugar or McDonalds.

Blah blah blah, and so I went on a ramble about way more than what I'm up to, but I felt inspired.  May you choose to get yourself out of the winter blues or whatever you want to call them.

Cheers to you and taking responsibility for your life, choices, actions, thoughts, words, and intentions.

Eat kale

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Montage!

Let's pretend this is the part of the film where the editor and director put together a nice montage of all the happy moments in the main character's life in the past month to give a feeling of time passing quickly.  So here is my version of a montage.  Where have I been?  I got this new job waitressing at a brunch.lunch spot that I absolutely love!  Without internet at home and trying to bond with my new work-mates, life has been flying by.  Here's what's been going on.  Some fun stuff.

New Job
Love it!  I know, I already said this, but I really do.  I love working mornings and having free time after work to go to or teach yoga.  I love the people I work with and the guests who dine there are really great.  Thank you Chicago for providing such forgiving and pleasant people to our dining facility.  The money has made me incredibly relaxed too, which is such a welcome change.  I am actually indulging myself!  How nice!

New Home?
So, I decided to stay in Chicago!  The short version of why:  I hopefully have a great opportunity in NYC in 2014, and instead of uprooting to Cali for a year barely finding my footing before potentially going to NYC, I'd like to stay here where I'm established and loving life.  Who would have thought I'd say that at the end of winter.  This is probably the best winter of my life.  I've been really happy this winter and found it to be bearable and even comfortable.  So, I'm not getting a new home because my wonderful Roomy decided to also stay in Chicago! We will be remaining happily together for another year.  I couldn't be more pleased.

Vacation!
I took a week to go on a tropical yoga retreat.  It was on my Life List, the opportunity presented itself, and I signed up and committed in July.  I've been slowly paying for it and building up my excitement for a February escape!  It was 7 days in Belize with one of my favorite teachers, Cara Jepsen (Kali Om).  We did 4 hours of yoga a day, ate AMAZING food, which I should have taken pictures of, and swam with sharks and sting rays.  I couldn't have asked for a more heart-opening experience.

So that is my recent life in nutshell!  I'll be more on top of updating from now on.  Now that life is a bit more stable.  I hope you've all been well.